I have been working my arse off... Trying to take some pics... Will be uploading soon...

What do you do? Do you sit back and let it go? I don't want to. I want everything it be ok... Is that so much to ask? Am I that horrible? AM I thank hard to live with, to be around, to be in a relationship with? Am I that horrible of a person. I guess so, if you are acting this way towards me. I guess I have pushed you this far. I guess this is all you can take. I'm sorry...

You know, sometimes you get to this point in life, where all you want to do is be alone. I just want to be by myself, because really, I am alone. I know the ones that say they care, don't... The ones I want to care, don't... And everyone else, just doesn't care. I could really only name one person on this earth that truly cares about me, and thats my daughter. I push through every day day for my beloved. But after a long drawn out round... sometimes, I just want to let go... but I won't. I have worked so hard to be everything, but I can only be stretched so thin... Inside I know the true, and it hurts... but to survive everyday, I go numb... it's just today, i am feeling everything... round after round... person after person... I just want to be alone.

I can't wait for final to be over. I swear, my professor for Biostatistics is killing me. Our final is 5 questions, so, if I miss 1, that brings me down to an 80% right off the bat. So yes, its frustrating. Thats why there hasn't any decent photos uploaded by myself. Everything I have done recently I have done out of chronic boredom, needing a break from studying.

So, the plan is that once finals are over, to get out there and take all kinds of picture. Also, I plan on going to San Diego, CA in late May, so hopefully, I will be able to get some great shots there too.

Well, wish me luck!

Will tell if I am actually getting better at this...